revival... aren't u all surprised that my blog is finally up again after so many donkey years. =) pardon me if it all sounds weird, after all i haven been writing for almost 2 yrs.
well i guess that theres no better time for me to blog than now, although i can only use an arm to type my way through in an awfully slow speed. :S
it has beeen almost a year since i came, and i am glad that i have radically evolved and learnt from everything that has been happening over the past 1 yr. I am rarely this open and direct in my post esp. when i am addressing any personal issues, well but i shall make this time an exception... ...
i never thought i could survive the storm this way, i never knew that i could grow so much from the experience, and i never ever knew about the magnificient rainbow that eventually appeared after the storm.
i have always believed that, trying your utmost best to erase all traces of the past, sweeping memories under the carpet, or simply trying to forget for the sake of forgetting never works in helping one to move on completely in life. it only increases the burden in our minds doesnt it? Only if we can finally have the courage to eventually evaluate, talk about it and face the issue straight on from a more objective point of view, that is when we have truly moved on. After all life itself is a continuous learning journey which we should embrace with open arms. - this is certainly, not an absolute truth but just my beliefs n opinions. i hope u wld understand why I do not intentionally avoid certain topics that are usually avoided. - to u: i m really sorry to have said some stuffs which i shld not have. It was meant to be only facts from an objective point of view, but i have grossly failed in considering the possible emotional responses that could have occurred. I should have given my words more thought, i really didn't mean it that wae ....pls believe me
- cautious ... thats what i was, but i am changing ever since u came into my life. never had i seen such remarkable similarities before and
just like u, i m not sure . not sure if i can ever mean as much to u, not sure if u are ready for this brand new journey...
But i know that we can never be sure of many things, until we have embarked on a journey together.
life is far too short , for us to live in the past & let opportunities slip by. and life is far too unpredictable, this might be our last min, hour or day, we never know
i have no idea what the future holds, & i shant make any promises of the future because i know u hate those that are not carefully thought through.
